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N/A new name? and I dunno... u don't camment in my diary much... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-07-07 23:43:03

N/A whats your new name? (there i asked) =) [nina_bruja] 2002-07-07 03:35:39

Diamonds are Fun Hahaha suuure you do. He's so cute in a little daddy's boy Midland Texas sort of way. And his speaking skills are amaziiiiiing. Yep. But I <3 him anyway [CzAr1nA] 2002-07-06 16:12:27

Diamonds are Fun I think he is an idiot! [Size0] 2002-07-06 16:10:35

Diamonds are Pretty ACK! yay! Dani! WE NEEEEEED to see them! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-07-06 01:33:18

Diamonds are Pretty I think this is the longest we've been apart! lol! It feels weird in a sence...doesn't it? kinda? ahhhh! *MwAh* [Size0] 2002-07-06 00:51:32

N/A when shall i zip over to CSUN? monday? whatever day is good for you. and i might walk. my mother works a few blocks away from the bank building so i'll probably just walk. then we can walk... or make my mother drive us someplace... to lunch where we can have an actual face-to-face conversation... the first in over two weeks. oh dear thats a long time. [Zero Smash] 2002-07-05 20:50:19

N/A i'm smiling. smiling sadly, but at least i'm still smiling. love you much. [Zero Smash] 2002-07-05 20:33:46

N/A Summer school, yeah. Yay for martial arts and psychology! [CzAr1nA] 2002-07-05 15:51:45

N/A You're at CSUN again? Whoa...uh...ya... [Piglet86] 2002-07-05 12:48:58

N/A Julia has to be the most selfless, giving, and sweet person I have ever known. Thank you so much. I love you and if you ever need someone to help bear the brunt of your burden, I'm here. [CzAr1nA] 2002-07-05 01:48:33

N/A lol! "rebecca for president"....imagine... lol! i love u! ttyl *MwAh* talk to u after to bbq! [Size0] 2002-07-04 17:14:06

N/A Yep, as you can see ^ above, I really am off my rocker. Too much Ann. Forty lashes with a wet noodle for me, a 21-gun salute for her! [CzAr1nA] 2002-07-04 02:16:23

N/A Dearie, if I eat I shall get sick. Now if you want that, then I suppose you arent very tactful to come right out and say it, but if you think I'm one of those anorexic pop princesses, you might be surprised to find that contrary to popular belief, just because one is skinny and doesn't like food/wears Roxy and thinks that pink is pretty doesn't mean that's all there is to her. I find that the most annoying ones are those individualistic freethinkers who all think exactly alike. [CzAr1nA] 2002-07-04 02:08:26

N/A And walk away with more class and dignity than the other party could ever muster. And then I will be at peace with myself. But then again, happiness is most often seen as a positive, but is, in fact, a negative. I don't like it. It's for the lazy and the arrogant. But that is my own personal opinion, and who I am to judge preferences of others? [CzAr1nA] 2002-07-04 02:03:23

N/A I must learn to live and let live, and when the time comes, to let go fully and unregrettingly. This seems to be a constant source of pain to those around me who I love but cannot bear to give up even when faced with their own unhappiness. If only the ties could be severed painlessly and quickly (speedwise is Newspeak!). Yes. I'm going now before I totally "go off my rocker." [CzAr1nA] 2002-07-04 01:58:19

N/A Goodnight. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-07-01 02:09:54

I Love "Angry American" cha. sounds like a super duper Party! Rebecca my love... we should do something either before or after Jesus Camp... not during... that would be muy difficult. Cha! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-29 22:09:18

I Love "Angry American" Thank you! I rarely listen to radio/watch T.V. so I'm kind of out of the talk show loop. But now I shall listen constantly. I love Larry! [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-29 14:46:58

I Love "Angry American" how did u not know larry elder has a talk radio show? i think its kabc....my mother listens to it constantly... [nina_bruja] 2002-06-29 06:22:22

N/A intersting [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-29 01:43:57

N/A "I try not to think about what might have been/'Cause that was then/and we have taken different roads/we can't go back again/there's no use giving in/there's no way to know what might have been" [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-27 15:27:58

N/A "And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end, the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance; I could have missed the pain But I'd of had to miss the dance" [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-27 15:25:48

N/A Empowerment Clause. And where might I find this? My dad informed me that this says separation of church and state. All I've been doing is studying the Constitution and reading Miss Manners Guide to Etiquette. [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-27 00:03:27

N/A good stuff good stuff [Piglet86] 2002-06-26 22:00:46

N/A "The only cause I believe in is Rebecca Johns." Heh, stolen and adapted from Rhett Butler. [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-26 19:36:14

N/A P. S. If you support the omission of the words "under God" I will happily take your paper stuff that bears the words "In God We Trust." Oops, guess I can't say "oh my God" anymore. Might offend someone. So give me your "in God We Trusts" and I'll respect your decision to omit God from American vocabulary. Good deal? Thought so. [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-26 19:29:44

N/A "Who controls the past controls the future: who controls the present controls the past." --The genius himself, George Orwell [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-26 04:55:34

N/A No Painted Desert, no Sedona. If there was a Grand Canyon she could fill it up with the lies he's told her, but they dont exist those dreas he sold her, she'll wake up and find there is no Arizona! Yay Dru! Dru knows country! [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-26 02:03:08

N/A There is no arizona... YAY! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-26 01:34:04

N/A The sun kisses the windowsill and I am still On my second cup of pity me It's been a long night chasing ghosts but at the most It's been a rude awakening That all too late I finally see That it's My loss, my lonely My mistake, mine only Mine all, mine all mine And it's my bad, my broken All my should have's left unspoken Mine all, mine all mine I drove you to the edge of the map and after that I pushed you off just to watch you fall You never were the bounce back kind But boy this time you've proven me wrong after all Now I'm the one who's gonna crawl [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-26 00:17:45

N/A Being black and blue is bad! Ack! headache [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-26 00:00:54

N/A I try not to think about what might have been/'Cause that was then/and we have taken different roads/we can't go back again/there's no use giving in/there's no way to know what might have been. AHHH I HATE THESE NIGHTS! HURRY YOUR BUTTS OVER HERE! [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-25 23:35:48

N/A WHOSE BED HAVE YOUR BOOTS BEEN UNDER? I'm having a wallow in self-pity country night. I have already connived 3 people into joining me. Come! [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-25 23:32:04

N/A Well, it's bulls and blood It's dust and mud It's the roar of a Sunday crowd It's the white in his knuckles The gold in the buckle He'll win the next go 'round It's boots and chaps It's cowboy hats It's spurs and latigo It's the ropes and the reins And the joy and the pain And they call the thing rodeo [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-25 23:10:03

N/A P. S. Any of you self-acclaimed "intelligent" people want to explain this time travel concept to me? I was reading the article in PopSci and I am so confused. So, one could go as far forward as one wishes, but could only travel as far back as the beginning of the machine? Why? How? How would space have to be altered/is that even possible? Explain it allllll to me in person. Be prepared to draw diagrams =). Heh. Love you! [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-25 22:58:33

N/A P. S. I think I shall write my diary entirely in Newspeak from now on. Newspeak is doubleplusgood. No cake left is doubleplusungood. [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-25 15:04:50

N/A Cool. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-25 14:39:29

N/A Orwell rocks. I haven't read your diary, but I really like your title. [Cheshire cat] 2002-06-25 04:16:04

N/A beautiful quotes, dear. i talked to my Becca! and it was well worth the 10 euros. i misssssssssss you. yay for long distance phone calls. i shall call again sometime soon. I MISS BECCA. YAY FOR MO AND FREDDIE. don't forget to feed him some chocolate cake... perhaps i'll bring him some goodies. sigh... Rebecca, missing you is no fun. [Zero Smash] 2002-06-25 03:21:37

N/A i like those quotes...they are kool. [Piglet86] 2002-06-25 01:36:14

N/A You don't have to like how I "come off." You don't knoooooooooooooow me. I don't liiiiiiiike that you judge. Or the fact that you end your sentences with prepositions. But you're probably a really great person. Good luck in life. [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-25 00:30:07

N/A I've read your diary and I don't much like how you come off. [XtremeConformity] 2002-06-25 00:27:11

N/A Closing doors, eh? sounds like my life... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-24 23:21:09

N/A great quotes [crazyisme] 2002-06-24 23:04:12

N/A Rebecca! Nair=smelling like shittt anyways.. Julia ill take care of rebecca! hehe! well as long as i can..i might b missing her to, soon enough... rebecca or I will explain later...I kno rebecca knos what im talking about, and i dont really let too many ppl kno but i trust u...enough... i hope i can anyway... [Size0] 2002-06-24 22:10:46

N/A and i -must- say hello to Freddie the Freckle (don't forget to feed him!) and Mo... take good care of Becca for me. missin' you is no fun. [Zero Smash] 2002-06-24 16:14:48

N/A -thank god for internet cafes- oh dear i miss you all so much. i have successfully alienated myself from everyone on the tour0, which really wasnt that hard to do as they are -all- over the age of 65. oh dear dear dear. i cannot live like this. seriously. oh well another week and a half. yay for -reviving ophelia- i am reading that for the fourth time. i miss my Becca. [Zero Smash] 2002-06-24 15:33:26

N/A P. S. STILL haven't seen Minority Report! Damn! I MUST GO SEE IT! Argh. But I did get the Roxy bikini and a got the look-at-me-a-dead-girl-wearing-cobw ebsdress. Roxy bikini=the red one with white stars and blue strings. Sooo in love with it! Yay! Kind of confused about some other things and a few people... I shall talk to them and clear everything up. I ended my sentence with a preposition =). Oops. Heh oh well. Yay for Orwell. Good bye. [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-24 14:46:54

N/A Cha... So bored. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-24 12:54:08

N/A 'lil' kids.....try livin wit them 24/7 [aLexiA A C V V] 2002-06-24 11:27:17

N/A *ThaNkS* agian anon. Anyways... Rebecca! lol that was just what we needed to start our summer! And OMG! those so called "beatitions" SUCKED!!! *MAC* lol. That was Fo sho some well deserved make up! lol. THANK GOODNESS FOR THE GROVE!!!!!!!!!AKA Our Home!!! Well all thats left is waitin to find our rich hubbies! hahah! lol maybe we will meet them at the Grove! *MwAh* yay the Grove! [Size0] 2002-06-23 23:44:38

N/A I think I kno who anon was, and thank u much!!! I hope ill c u soon.*ThAnkS* [Size0] 2002-06-23 23:36:00

N/A I know the kid in Minority Report (if thats the movie he's in)...woohoo [Piglet86] 2002-06-23 14:31:14

N/A That so was not my full entry! IT CUT OUT MY WHOLE PARAGRAPH ON MY DAMNED UNRESOLVED FEAR OF ABANDONMENT! I CAN'T EVEN LEAVE MY OWN FREAKING HOUSE FOR MOLLY'S BECAUSE I THINK MY PARENTS WILL ABANDON ME. MDD IS TRYING TO REPRESS MY FEARS! IT'S A CONSPIRACY! I KNEW IT! I AM LIVING THE TRUMAN SHOW LIKE DRU AND KIMBO CONVINCED ME OF LAST YEAR! AHHHHHHHHHHH [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-23 00:46:02

N/A but you know... thinkning back to things... she WAS the only thing keeping me alive... she was the only one I could talk to About ANYTHING... And it hurt to lose her... but I can live... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-23 00:38:34

N/A Okay, To the anon. person in the last entry. You said that you talked to them both BEFORE they were friends. What about after? whatever though. Obviously Rebecca has moved ona nd is much better off without me. this whole thing of us not really tlaking anymore has taught me one thing... that I don't need to rely on anyone else to be my standing leg... I seriously used to think that Rebecca was the only thing keeping me alive... hell not talking to her made me do some pretty fucked up things... but yeah... I learned to live... So maybe this was for the better? God only knows... But I truly do miss her... and I was actually looking forward to doing a duo with her... thinking that amybe it would give us some time... to just be friends... the way we were... but whatever... All I know is that I DO miss being her best friend... and that I am sad that WE like NEVER talk... But I'm also glad that now I know that I don't NEED her to live... though it was nice having her in my life and being her Twister and talking with our eyes back in middle school. Those were some good times... Good times that I miss and unfortunatly will never regain. What a sad Emotional Roller coaster life is. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-23 00:24:13

N/A Anon, you are brilliant! Radiant! I love you dearly. Thank you. [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-22 23:51:25

N/A My future kids: Reality Kristiana Brooke Legacy Starlena Ocean Katharine Magdalena Elizabeth (if there's too much objection to nouns as a first name, I go with the three prettiest classics) Scarlett Tara O'Hara Ashton Anthony Alistair Jefferson Rifle Pierce Alexander (Xander, NEVER Alex) Vincent Kennedy Theodore Nathaniel Walker [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-21 22:42:03

N/A P. S. I found out from Helm that it -IS- legal for me to buy an AK47 when I turn 21! Well, as of now it is, if no new laws are passed. It just can't be bought out of the country. Yay! [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-21 21:59:36

N/A Oh my goodness... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-21 18:18:23

N/A Shut up! Country's so much fun! Especially the pro-American type of music! America forever! "We'll put a boot in your ass, it's the American way. And Uncle Sam will put your name at the top of his list..." Nationalism=God. America is the most important thing in the world. Remember my preamble assignment for Helm last year? Aw, I love U. S. History. I love America. I don't care if that makes me a blind and naive rightest freak. I also like the 2nd Amendment. And I like unborn babies not being murdered. Good deal? Good. [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-21 01:04:33

N/A I LOVE YOU MOST OF ALL! "If Rebecca marries the president, she'll convince him to illegalize abortion and the population will grow as large as China's." "No. She is anti-control. Everyone will just murder each other. The population will remain steady." Heh. I love people. They're so cute and adorable. <3 [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-20 19:09:33

Must Clear My Conscience Hmm... I couldn't possibly hate my mother. That'd be an interesting concept. Seeing as I've met her and all. I love my mom to death. I always heard that one becomes like the parent they like least. Then one looks for a spouse who shares this hated quality in an attempt to correct it. But it does make logical sense to become what one hates because one always loves what one hates because one cannot master it. "You hate it because you're afraid of it, you love it because you can't master it."--We. And as for my siamese twin, I'm glad that we only look alike. So many people at school think in groups. They share the same views on the same people only because the head dictates that hatred to them. Molly and I fortunately from our own opinions based on what we witness. Have a great day! =) [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-20 18:47:44

Must Clear My Conscience meep a beep xeep. well well well. this just gets better and better. oh blah. i won't even start, because if i do i will not be able to stop. [Zero Smash] 2002-06-19 01:07:37

Must Clear My Conscience Remember when you said we would do a duo together and made ME promise I would? yeah... Remember when you made that same promise to Kami... and To Molly? yeah... Remember when we were supposed to go shopping for bikinis together? yeah... Remember when we were friends? yeah... I do... too bad that all of that has changed. Thank you. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-19 00:11:56

Must Clear My Conscience Thank you very much for your thoughtful comment. I don't care what people think--I care about what I am becoming. And I do not want to become what I hate. I'm sure you've all heard that old quote "you become what you hate." If only it wasn't so true... [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-18 19:45:18

Must Clear My Conscience Content is what makes entries interesting. You seem like a very sweet, polite, and curtious person, well rounded and thoughtful. Just don't be so worried about everyone elses feelings. Say what you mean and say it LOUD! Haha... SMILE!! Kelley [TheCatsMeow] 2002-06-18 19:19:13

Must Clear My Conscience Content is what makes entries interesting. You seem like a very sweet, polite, and curtious person, well rounded and thoughtful. Just don't be so worried about everyone elses feelings. Say what you mean and say it LOUD! Haha... SMILE!! Kelley [TheCatsMeow] 2002-06-18 19:19:01

It's Paul McCartney's B-Day that's good. Are you mad at me? I don't know why you would be, but you seem upset with me... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-18 17:02:42

It's Paul McCartney's B-Day smile smile smile. yay for paul. smile smile smile. giddy giddy giddy. yay yay yay [Zero Smash] 2002-06-18 16:47:07

It's Paul McCartney's B-Day And Dru, in response to your comment in entry 201, no it was not about you. [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-18 10:00:43

N/A *yay Ms Hairrison* [Size0] 2002-06-17 20:47:17

N/A well i'm very sorry, dear. anything i can do? shall i whip out my super-duper super fly metallic green bike and race over there? then you can just 'give me your hands, child, and tell me your problems.' if you want me to, i shall. it's not as though i have anything better to do. apparently there is a multi-colored butterfly on my nose and there is a freckle, affectionately named 'Freddie', on your nose. and i did find a movie theatre. it is walking distance so we dont have to kill ourselves getting over there. yayness. well my dear, my comrade, my buddy, my super fly, super dork, friend, i will see you [and kami, i hope...] on Wednesday... i am giddy with anticipation... [Zero Smash] 2002-06-17 19:22:02

N/A ok then. [Zero Smash] 2002-06-17 18:30:02

N/A I forgot quite a few of my inspirations/influences. Can’t forget Mallory, Natasha, Carrie, Sabrina, Mrs. Jenkins, Helm, Lisa (the Dor Hadash teacher one), Anna, Jackie, and the ones I’ve never met but are brilliant just the same (Lara Flynn Boyle, George Orwell, and Pat Buchanan mostly). I think that’s it. Those few made me who I am. I love you all! [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-17 18:10:45

N/A No comment? As in no comment you don't agree? Because at school you said quite the contrary... [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-17 17:45:59

N/A No comment. Stuff. yeah. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-17 17:34:57

N/A Julia! Julia darling! It was just swell of you to make me a copy of the video. Apparently I'm attempting to be someone else--three other people to be exact. Isn't that swell? Wednesday. Is. Ours. I invited Kami, I know you don't mind LOL. She might come. [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-17 17:31:28

N/A Hmmm. conflict. well then. well Rebecca, dear, just wanted to say it was swell of you to come over. and your tape is ready. lol. i'll give to you soon. much love. and yay for Ingrid. say hi to Mo for me! [Zero Smash] 2002-06-17 10:04:49

N/A Hm, maybe it's the fact that my mother still thinks she's a hippie and I've grown up with it? [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-17 09:39:55

N/A Hmm..Bowie, eh? When did this start?..Hm hm hm... [ProdigalSweetTuesday] 2002-06-17 01:04:11

N/A Are you talking about me? because I do know you... though at times it feels like I don't... And I know Molly pretty well... but yeah... I just meant that it seems they want to be you. To me and many other people... whatever. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-17 01:01:23

N/A "Time takes a cigarette..." [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-16 23:36:28

N/A hey rebecca! ahhh i kno u just called, and i just off the phone *hehe* and i just got ur message but im not gonna talk to u till tomorrow im sure cuz im not calling u now since its 10:35...but yes we will talk later then k ...Say Hi to julia for me nex time u see her!!!! heehe! shes soo great i agree! [Size0] 2002-06-16 01:40:33

N/A CHA! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-15 00:55:41

N/A yay [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-14 20:50:15

N/A Lauren Rosenberg said I reminded her of her again! Ever since that board bonding at Carrie's I wondered if she still thought so... I am flattered. I love my sisters in BBG. And now that I know that I remind Lauren of herself, I am doubly in love with BBG. If you knew her you'd understand why I am so honored by this hehe. [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-14 20:27:46

N/A Lol! lolol!! hahah! omg! i kno!!!!! lol. Ahhhh soooo *overjoyed* Heheh u and me Double...u kno wat im sayin.heheh! And NO MATTER WAT UR MOMS SAYS UR WEARING IT TOMORROW! AHHH U HAVE TO ! U MADE ME WAIT TILL FRI! FOR NOTHING! NOOO I DONT THINK SO! U HAVE TO WEAR IT!, AHH I CANT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE..U KNO WHT I MEAN! HAHHTETG HERLWKLJ HKLEJEKRLE *gIddy* [Size0] 2002-06-14 00:14:34

N/A P. S. Molly, marry him! Carrying backpacks and knowing who I am? Plus 100 pts! Chivalry chivalry chivalry [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-13 23:34:36

N/A thank you much, dear... *tear tear*. it was an absolutely horrible experience. [Zero Smash] 2002-06-13 19:08:42

N/A i think u should do that and they will give u an A/A for it yaya for rebecca [crazyisme] 2002-06-12 23:21:04

RANDOM SURVEY STOLEN FROM JEWLZ thanks bunches, my dear. [Zero Smash] 2002-06-12 20:03:43

RANDOM SURVEY STOLEN FROM JEWLZ AND JULIA!!! I LEFT JULIA OUT OF WHO KNOWS ME BEST!! A MILLION SINCERE APOLOGIES, BUDDY. [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-12 09:55:06

N/A goood song sad but good :) [crazyisme] 2002-06-11 22:20:08

N/A IUE's SUCK!!! lil word of incouragement.. hehe [Size0] 2002-06-11 21:19:18

N/A =) [Zero Smash] 2002-06-11 20:20:13

RANDOM SURVEY STOLEN FROM JEWLZ yay for scarlett and rebeccaism. can i convert? [Zero Smash] 2002-06-11 18:33:54

N/A i feel that way about my dad...its sad huh [crazyisme] 2002-06-11 09:37:03

N/A I'm tired. Sleep is good. My head hurts. I like Andrew. And I think I like someone else as well. Npot saying who though. Then the world would know! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-11 00:46:42

N/A norm mac donald... eh. i dont like his voice. [Zero Smash] 2002-06-11 00:02:09

N/A ~MmmmmM YummY! Norm MacDonald~ [Size0] 2002-06-10 20:27:11

N/A cha cha hca [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-10 16:59:20

N/A hypocrites are evil [Zero Smash] 2002-06-10 10:09:40

N/A "0.75% of the world's population engages in self-mutilation." --Random factoid from Jewlz [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-09 20:28:44

Happy for the First Time in Ages :) [Captain Bondo] 2002-06-09 13:40:55

N/A It made things wose....now i have to look at a few of my family members now knowing what i, and i wont b able to tell them what i kno....yah ill talk to u later!!! cuz i need to =( [Size0] 2002-06-09 13:08:07

N/A Oh and how can I forget "And the seasons they go 'round and 'round and the painted ponies go up and down..." and all the other Jew crew songs. Julia, my Julia, I love you so much! I was so happy to see you at my play the other day. Yay Jewlz! Yay Ally! Yay Kami! Yay Molly! Yay "studying for the IUE" at Esther's! Yay boys who pay for my dinner and my Ally and Kami's dinner! [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-09 03:29:06

Happy for the First Time in Ages i love rebecca! and kami! and i saw molly again! and the other rebecca! and kacee! and all my buddies! i am beyond ecstatic! yay for clevelanders who i never see anymore! i had so much fun at the Wiz. it was good, and afterwards everyone was so happy. it makes me want to enroll in CSUN summer drama again. maybe i will next year. something to ponder. anywho- i love you all! [Zero Smash] 2002-06-08 13:11:57

Happy for the First Time in Ages Oh yeah! I supposedly talked with a New York accent. Damn my mom bringing me up with a New Jersey accent that I slip into when I'm on stage! Haha. Dani came with a beautiful diamond ring set in platinum that Helm gave her--are those wedding bells I hear in the future? =). Oh I am so wonderfully happy! Between my scenes I was crying backstage because I was so happy! I wish I could bottle up my happiness! I certainly have enough to spare for my darker days. I love you again and again! [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-08 01:49:06

N/A the wiz was good, but we need rest. holy shit! [Piglet86] 2002-06-07 15:15:12

N/A =( [Size0] 2002-06-07 01:52:08

N/A Yay Julia! [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-05 09:40:54

N/A thanks for the sentiments. i appreciate it. and i'll give you one of my rare smiley faces. =) and a heart <3. thanks for making me feel wanted. and needed. and i think that 1984 was written in either '29 or '39 but i'm not sure. someone else has my copy so i cant check. as for being emotional, and temper tantrum-y, eh. people suck. as for falling in love with a boy, wait a while. maybe AFTER our rebellion against society. lol. anywho... i <3 you. and keep your chin up and i'll see you friday! [Zero Smash] 2002-06-05 09:38:21

N/A yay for jared who is er decidedly -not- in my geometry class anymore... lol [Zero Smash] 2002-06-04 23:22:01

N/A i'm sorry about that... i'm such a dork. and dont you say you deserve it! dont even go there! nobody, especially you, deserves that. [Zero Smash] 2002-06-02 23:57:29

N/A thanks for the ticket! such speedy delivery. ah... my door was wide open. LOL it shouldnt have been. oh well. you like the dishwashing homey side of julia? lol. yes. regarding your entry: no youre not perfect. no everything is not going to be the way you want it to. but your imperfections make you who you are. and i hope you arent becoming totally reserved and void of emotion... talking about things is good. numbness is bad. and no not everyone will like you. but not everybody will hate you either (i certaintly dont) see you have to be somewhat optimistic, otherwise it'll all get you down. [Zero Smash] 2002-06-02 23:56:01

N/A thanks for the ticket! such speedy delivery. ah... my door was wide open. LOL it shouldnt have been. oh well. you like the dishwashing homey side of julia? lol. yes. regarding your entry: no youre not perfect. no everything is not going to be the way you want it to. but your imperfections make you who you are. and i hope you arent becoming totally reserved and void of emotion... talking about things is good. numbness is bad. and no not everyone will like you. but not everybody will hate you either (i certaintly dont) see you have to be somewhat optimistic, otherwise it'll all get you down. [Zero Smash] 2002-06-02 23:56:01

N/A Uh, because I deserve it? [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-02 23:50:42

N/A i love you Becca! and know that i'll ALWAYS be there for you whenever you need it. whether you need someone to listen, someone for advice, or just someone to be there. i will be there. ALWAYS. [Zero Smash] 2002-06-02 20:19:29

N/A Oh yeah, and we do get to start over in three years at Moorpark! Yay community colleges that let people with awful grades like mine in. But I'm finally content to live in the here and now... [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-02 01:56:31

N/A Eh, not your fault. I'm not ready to hear what you told me, but in time I'll find it for myself. Just for now, I can't handle it. I know you've been here, I have to learn the hard way. That's life. No short cuts. I love you too, and even though our conversation consisted of temper tantrum noises and "I'm not listening's" from me, I did hear you, and I hope you're right and one day I'll wake up and realize it. But for now, I'm satisfied to live in my happy little bubble of a dream world in which all works out MY WAY in the end. I always get my way. I don't like this new concept of conforming. Oh well. I love you, and thanks for being there because Iknow I'm not exactly the easiest person to deal with when I don't want to hear the truth. =) [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-02 01:53:22

N/A Rebecca, we probably should not have had the convo we had tonight then! maybe u werent ready to hear it u kno! but u kno that im going thro this to, and yes at moorpark we will have another chance......life .....what a pice of crap....i think its best said like that i love u tho! and u kno it! just remember AK47 lol...hehe were soo funny. [Size0] 2002-06-02 01:49:14

N/A kool [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-06-02 01:36:53

N/A AH!How did I forget Country Joe and the Fish, and Barry McGuire under 60's music? I don't know, but their Vietnam music is sooo amazing! [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-01 22:40:41

N/A Good God! I know! We need to get together outside of school more often. Well, at least now I don't have BBG... "I never thought I'd die alone, another six months I'll be unknown. Give all my things to all my friends; you'll never set foot in my room again--you'll close it off, board it up, remember the time that I spilt the cup of apple juice in the hall? please tell mom this is not her fault..." Their only good song. Am I weird because when I listen to it over and over it makes me happier instead of more suicidal? Oh well, so what if I am? Molly, I love you. So I'm glad that things worked out the way they did, even though it's made everything Hell, because we never would've gotten close otherwise. "You'll be sorry when I'm gone." Sorry, just listening to that over and over and over so it's ingrained into my mind [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-01 20:32:02

N/A lol, good rebecca! Male singers. Fun Fun, were never gonna get to see each other ever agian r we! [Size0] 2002-06-01 19:56:38

N/A P. S. I love babies! I am always tempted to steal them and run. Awww, little kids are so adorable and cute. I love baby cheeks, and their little chubby legs, and stubby cute little toes... I want a baby! P. P. S. I so had something to add. Too bad I forgot what. [CzAr1nA] 2002-06-01 19:02:36

N/A Ok, so lost. But whatever. I heart you rebecca!!! [Piglet86] 2002-06-01 03:37:33

N/A God damn other people. Not necesarily the whole world. Some people do care. Thanks. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-31 22:09:22

N/A " you and me baby, agianst the world" ahhh! well u kno EXACTLY what im saying when i say that haha! goddamn the world. [Size0] 2002-05-31 21:52:31

N/A AHah What is wrong with us! haha no! wut wrong the everyone else!(GBC'S)hahah ahhh we will never everrrr kno!!! [Size0] 2002-05-31 19:57:35

N/A AHah What is wrong with us! haha no! wut wrong the everyone else!(GBC'S)hahah ahhh we will never everrrr kno!!!bbbbbb [Size0] 2002-05-31 19:57:29

N/A Huh? Worrying about what? [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-31 00:43:01

N/A Rebecca you need to stop worrying. okay. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-30 23:30:20

N/A rebellion against society it is then! yay! [Zero Smash] 2002-05-30 20:58:27

N/A Yes! Let's revolt! A huge rebellion against society! How fun. Count me in. I swear, people need to understand that just because society induces something... arrrgh. Oh yeah, today in CORE I was told to "shut up and let other people talk." And I was called insensitive 5 times by 5 different people. And selfish, too. They all think I care what they say. Oh wait, I do. Or at least I care about hurting other people's feelings and being mean. That isn't very nice, so I try to not do it. Haha Molly. OUR food. Yuckkk. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-30 19:41:15

N/A rebecca! we can excell in our fine wining and dining expertise!!!! *Matzah Brei* *Chicken*(egg) lol, lets go b cooks!HAhah! Molly and Rebecca cook HAHHHH! wed probably poison people with our food more then anything!!! haha *MwAh* Rebecca=) [Size0] 2002-05-30 19:30:12

N/A and i apologize for not commenting in forever... my computer is stupid. i want to shoot it. whoa... a burst of violence! how unlike me. but i miss you. and i love you. and i say we start a rebellion against society. wouldn't that be fun. [Zero Smash] 2002-05-30 18:54:39

N/A sorry about that [Zero Smash] 2002-05-30 18:29:58

N/A you needn't excell at one particular thing. you're excellent as you are. i wouldn't have you any other way. so don't feel you need to be especially great at something. you're already a great person and a great friend... the rest, the talents and abilities, all just details. [Zero Smash] 2002-05-30 18:29:20

N/A you needn't excell at one particular thing. you're excellent as you are. i wouldn't have you any other way. so don't feel you need to be especially great at something. you're already a great person and a great friend... the rest, the talents and abilities, all just details. [Zero Smash] 2002-05-30 18:29:19

N/A Thanx to you both. That is very nice and ego-inflating, even if it is 100% false. La la la. My brother apparently looks like Michael J Foxxxxx hahaha! [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-30 00:38:11

N/A u r really smart rebecca!!! u r exactly the kind of person who shood be in CORE!! :) and also i was gonna same sumthin else but i forget...oh well luv ya, luv susie :) [crazyisme] 2002-05-30 00:14:18

N/A I'm really not smart. I just pretend to be. And I'm a lot better of an actress than I allow people to believe. Haha you should see me acting for any Cleveland thing. Monotones and awkward movements galore lol. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-29 22:17:45

N/A HAHH GBC!!! lol, and yah that lil song on ur voicemail is soo funny! haha, but there r reasons for that hehe rebecca! BUT DONT SAY UR NOT SMART CUZ U KNO U R! U R VERY INTELLIGENT! oka well im out, *MwAh* [Size0] 2002-05-29 22:11:37

N/A HaHa GB! haha ya ur mom is quite funny about that! hahah omg! all i have to say is what the fuck r we going to do?!?! *Sew!hahaah we wish* [Size0] 2002-05-29 01:04:01

N/A Hmmm. Quite the interesting Entry. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-29 00:33:40

N/A Ahhh only 10 more years until we all die! Freddie freddie freddie freddie freddie wooo I love freddies. The Mayans predict we all die I think it's December 24, 2012! Hum dee dum. Ho hum. Meep xeep. Peep beep. I am kah-ray-zee! La dee da dee la hum dum boom boom. Bleep dum. I am snapping, I believe. Hahahahahahahahahahahaha. I cant stop laughing hahahahahahahha. I am crazy crazy as crazy as all the people I hate and I hate a lot of crazy peopleeeeeee! I love faking things! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Muahahahah. Fiddle dee dee. War war war. Hummmmm de dummm. Confucianism can go fuck a tree. Goodbye my beloved no ones!!!!! [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-28 23:45:45

N/A Ahh Julia! I totally repressed those moments from my brain. Oh well, my rage and violence are better left forgotten hah. Kami seems to have forgotten as well... [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-28 23:30:36

N/A P.P.S. Jewlz, people can just be so frustrating! "Arrrghity argh argh!" Hahaha we're such 1984 dorks. Even though that has nothing to do with 1984. Oh well. Orwell is still my God. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-28 22:41:16

N/A P.S. I have a nice growing collection of sharp metal objects and heavy blunt objects. I can't wait until I'm 21! Hopefully some sense will be knocked into legislation and I'll be able to legally own a Bulgarian AK-47. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-28 22:38:03

N/A haHA Rebecca, "wheres the toaster? ...In the oven!" [Size0] 2002-05-28 20:30:58

N/A Who likes crying? Not anyone I've ever met. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-28 09:40:40

N/A I don't know what to say. I ahte crying. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-28 00:38:16

N/A Susie, you're an angel! I agree 100%!!! [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-27 18:15:09

N/A i dont think people should go around telling people that they dont know wut loss and heartache and pain is or they "dont know the half of it" because in a way they prolly do and its really rude when u try to make people feel like their problems arent big enuff to care about and y would someone want bigger problems than someone else anyways? jeez [crazyisme] 2002-05-27 18:13:50

N/A esthers that was exactly what i was saying! but yes it reallllllly reallly did suck for dru! [Size0] 2002-05-27 14:53:53

N/A not to start any "flame wars" or whatever, I think she was talking about your ah lifes a bitch comment. just my thought. don't shoot me if im wrong. or if im proving you wrong. i dont want to die. [Piglet86] 2002-05-27 12:32:15

N/A dru! i dont even kno what to say to that. You dont kno the half of me, so plz dont say i dont no! ppl experience other kinds of loss in life! and other ppl have feeling too! and i think that in one point of another in all of our god forsaken lives we experience that loss, whatever that loss may b to u. [Size0] 2002-05-27 03:32:06

N/A You don't know the half of it Molly... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-27 02:52:37

N/A Cakkkkkke! Piiiieee! hey rebecca...well ur sitting here watching me type this and now were jus laughing about it! about everhing! ahhhh life'sabitch [Size0] 2002-05-27 02:38:18

N/A Sherman Oaks Galleria, eh? You might see a pretty little boy named Jozben there...hehe....say hi to him for me if you see him. He works the concession stand today! [Piglet86] 2002-05-26 14:48:01

N/A Don't take things for granted. They just might be gone tomorrow. One never knows when something treasured may end and leave one devastated. just the advice I would give to you. but anywho. yeah. bye. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-26 02:11:30

N/A Whooaaa. My friend just asked me why I don't love anyone/allow myself to be loved. I must think of an answer for him. I don't trust anyone enough? What a great, thought-provoking question. I love it when people bring things up that I haven't analyzed about myself yet. I know myself a bit too well, so new aspects are always fun. Well, this was a random waste of time. Just needed to put a reminder to self to contemplate issue... [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-26 02:00:21

N/A LOL UR DAUGHTERS NAME WONT B EITHER OF THOSE! LOL REBECCA ! NOT IF I CAN HELP IT! HEHE...LOL SIMI, HERE WE COME! LOL THE ADVENTURES OF REBECCA AND MOLLY ! HEHE YAY FOR TOMORROW! WE R GOING TO HAVE THE BEST TIME TOMORROW!!!! NO MATTER WAT!!! HAHAH! *MwAH* [Size0] 2002-05-26 01:57:13

N/A P. P. S. I'm going to the Sherman Oaks Galleria tomorrow! For the first time in two years! Nice difference from Northridge Fashion Center. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-26 01:49:18

N/A P. S. I am NOT a crazy maniac as this entry might lead you to believe. I am just me. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-26 01:43:38

N/A hahah! norm mac donald is a sexyyyyyy man hhahaa lol and as for ppl not liking u at cleveland, hello!!!!!!!!!!!! its meeeee! [Size0] 2002-05-26 00:57:15

N/A um...no....not really. that would take way to long! [Piglet86] 2002-05-26 00:54:34

N/A Good God. I meant "Kalashnikov." What i this world coming to? And does anyone want to convert 4,876 grams into lbs for me? [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-26 00:02:09

N/A P.S. Pre-nups can die. I won't sign. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-25 23:51:44

N/A Got it lol [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-25 23:08:39

N/A hey rebecca my new mdd is size0 oka got it! [Size0] 2002-05-25 21:52:01

N/A 10 dollars Rebecca butt! I have no god damn green dress. AHH! :) orange juice! Love! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-25 20:59:08

N/A :-D [piscesgurl9] 2002-05-25 18:52:32

N/A LOL. You can fight over my little nine year old Zakery man. Hehe. Or better yet, I can auction him off to you! Do I hear 5 dollars? [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-25 18:40:34

N/A Sounds like fun. And Esther can't marry your brother because he's my man. :) [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-25 16:04:13

N/A woohoo! vincenzo's was muy divertido! (I think that means fun...hehe) yup...your brother is adorable. i think i will marry him! just kidding. [Piglet86] 2002-05-25 14:35:36

N/A P. P. S. No, that was not conducive to productivity either, darling. In fact, it was most counter productive. LOL we truly are crazy. But we already knew that, right? =) [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-25 03:04:40

N/A P. S. Today my brother came to rehearsal to pick me up and he kept asking who people were and making fun of them. It was hilarious. He's such a cute little kid. Then he'll grow up and break girls' hearts and be an idiot male. Oh well, for now he's adorable =) [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-25 02:44:46

N/A No, it most certainly is not! In fact, it is quite counter-productive. Haha I love ya! [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-25 01:57:24

N/A Good song! I love Jew Crew songs. So fun. "Od y'vo shalom aleinu, od y'vo shalom aleinu, od y'vo shalom aleinu v'alkulam Salaaaaaaaaaaam" That's the best one. It's up there with "Im Tirtsu" Woooo Jew songs! "B'nai B'rith Girls, we're standing tall, we're one for all, b'nai b'rith girls, we're here to stay we'll pave the way for all the Jewish youth!" [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-24 09:41:42

N/A HAHAH! OMG! THATS THE BEST JEW SONG OUT THERE (AND THE CATCHIEST)HAHA LOL FUN JEW SONGS! LOL REBECCA, LOL SUSIE! [gearl15] 2002-05-24 01:50:45

N/A AMSTERDAM DISNEYLAND TELEVIV, THOUGH THEYRE MILES APART BUT WHEN WE LIGHT THE CANDLES ON SABBATH EVE WE SHARE IN A PARAYER IN EACH ONE OF OUR HEARTS!!!!!!!!!!! go jews! :) luv ya [crazyisme] 2002-05-24 01:46:40

N/A I know I don't normally comment on your diary, but I too am annoyed when people use the wrong form of words. Darn people... [googlyeyedfreshman] 2002-05-24 00:55:10

N/A kool. bye. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-24 00:50:47

N/A This is EXACTLEY what I am talking about! All this change. I don't know you... and I fear that I never will. but anyways. My Grandma said no because she doesn't want to drive alot of people. I still love you! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-23 23:38:52

N/A YAY! rebecca! my mommy said yes! hahah! yes were going to "study" lol.... lol we will study...just not sunday night! lol omg! rebecca were soooo damn slick! (with our moms its not even funny! haha) were good! yay! lol rebecca molly= needing a vacation buttt since thats not gonna happen (just yet) sunday night will b the closest we get! if u kno what i mean which i think u do!! heheh funnnn for us! Love U! *MwAh* [gearl15] 2002-05-23 20:45:57

N/A P. P. S. ME: Mom, when you die can I have all of your old 60's records? MOM: They're getting buried with me. ME: We'll see about that! How about your diamonds? MOM: Well, since Ia going to be dead I suppose you can have my records and my diamonds. ME: Niceee. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-23 20:30:00

N/A P. S. Whiskey and milk should never be mixed. Vanilla coke tastes like whiskey without the nice burn and milk. Ick. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-23 19:45:53

N/A woo our dance to yesterday! woop woop! [Piglet86] 2002-05-23 10:33:07

N/A yes. please can people try not to be so mean and selfish and stop making life hell for the rest of us? i mean seriously now! [Zero Smash] 2002-05-23 00:06:51

N/A I dunno. Thanks for the last entry. Though this entry seemed to be more of an "I don't need Dru" entry. But whatever. I don't hate Molly. but whatever. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-22 23:37:38

N/A yesterday! love was such an easy game to play... now i need a place to hide away... oh i long for yesterday!... why she had to go, i dont know, she wouldnt say... i said something wrong now i long for yesterday-ay-yay... thank god for the beatles! [Zero Smash] 2002-05-22 22:15:22

N/A am so not saint [Zero Smash] 2002-05-22 22:11:53

N/A i am so not a saint! im not good. just brutally honest. [Zero Smash] 2002-05-22 18:51:26

N/A yay for dots on the ceiling that arent really there... yay for conjugation! yay for zer******** LOL! [Zero Smash] 2002-05-22 18:49:08

N/A ONSLAUGHT OF ANTI-REBECCA AND MOLLY ENTIRES: CONTINUE! MOVE FORWARD! I WONDER HOW MANY WE'LL GET. IT'S ACTUALLY QUITE AN EGO TRIP TO BE RECOGNIZED SO MASSIVELY HEHE. WOO! [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-22 00:30:32

N/A MAYBE PEOPLE ALSO SHOULD LEARN THAT WHEN TWO PEOPLE GROW APART, A WHOLE BATTLE DOES NOT NEED TO ENSUE! AND ALSO THEY SHOULD NOT CHOSE "SIDES" OR WHATEVER THE HELL IS GOING ON BECAUSE THIS IS SO SENSELESS AND COUNTER-PRODUCTIVE AND HYPOCRITICAL! GOOD GOD. DEFEATING THE PURPOSE. PPL SUCK. I SHOULD KILL THEM ALL. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-22 00:08:48

N/A yay! whoever that is i completely agree i couldnt have said it better! luv ya :) [crazyisme] 2002-05-21 23:17:03

N/A Then I realized I had snapped. So I conjugated some verbs and yeah. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-21 22:57:37

N/A P. S. Today in Spanish I was counting the dots on the ceiling... but then I realized THERE WERE NOT DOTS ON THE CEILING! [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-21 22:55:29

N/A i think julia is right.....and i couldn't have said it better myself! [gearl15] 2002-05-21 22:40:00

N/A what you say is too true. pain eventually will = strongness. oh dear! damn the truth! [Zero Smash] 2002-05-21 21:19:17

N/A count me in [Zero Smash] 2002-05-21 21:10:01

N/A ill join [gearl15] 2002-05-21 20:13:24

N/A yay for me! lol i feel loved by all! i <3 becca much! and molly is super cool and super nice. anywho... must go! love you all! ~*jewlz*~ [Zero Smash] 2002-05-21 18:21:41

N/A WoW i liked her! shes soo cool! shes nice! heheh lol we can have our own fanclub! Anti-"other siders!" ooowowowo lol u kno what i mean! ahaha all of them! *MwAh* byeee ttyl [gearl15] 2002-05-21 01:24:26

My Three Happy Thins of the Day... Hm. Stuff. Feeling very abandoned. Talk about it later. Don't feel wanted. Must die. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-20 23:36:07

My Three Happy Thins of the Day... hahaha...it looked funny to me...k bye [Piglet86] 2002-05-20 10:39:04

My Three Happy Thins of the Day... oh dear! lol see you tonight! [Zero Smash] 2002-05-19 19:24:05

My Three Happy Thins of the Day... lol skateland molly and rebecca= mass destruction!!!!!!..........plus the "other side(s) is gonna b there" lol ...evil us" byeee pink x 15 lol ur nickname... love, Lucky Bitch15 [gearl15] 2002-05-19 18:44:06

N/A THAT ONE! [Piglet86] 2002-05-19 01:25:10

N/A lol surgar and tea!!! haha i love it! [gearl15] 2002-05-18 22:22:38

N/A lol rebecca...you sure are a funny one...and yes, you were sitting there too... [Piglet86] 2002-05-18 16:12:26

N/A i guessed peak too! [Zero Smash] 2002-05-17 23:29:29

N/A Yeah. He was so adorable and enthusiastic. Initially I hated him, but awww he tried sooo hard =). Hehe [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-17 23:04:26

N/A lol i picked peak for apex too yay! :) i think our class did pretty well! i like the sub he was so adorable [crazyisme] 2002-05-17 22:39:04

N/A AN APEX IS A PEAK! YAY MY GUESSING SKILLS! [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-17 22:37:21

N/A wooo library! you should have told me! my books were due on tuesday and i still have them... i'm bad... i know... lol. i could have gone with you! lol [Zero Smash] 2002-05-17 19:50:33

N/A lol r u now signing out as rebecca beri haha very nice [gearl15] 2002-05-17 19:48:58

N/A yay for rebecca coming to rehearsal...woo!!!!! [Piglet86] 2002-05-16 10:28:43

N/A but writing during school is fun! i do it all the time! and whatever is wrong with your nose? lol [Zero Smash] 2002-05-16 00:14:29

N/A -100,000,000... bastard. [Zero Smash] 2002-05-15 19:30:20

N/A wooo rebecca! lol...sorry im bored [Piglet86] 2002-05-15 10:28:01

N/A hahaha yes did! i jus sent it to u ! lucky for both of us i found it! hhahaahlol i love u rebecca lol "dark side" lol "one brain" aka "one mindset for rebecca and molly!" where r we gonna bury our :"keepsake" box! lol ahahah [gearl15] 2002-05-14 23:20:26

N/A becca? normal? noooo.... lol did you bring your pink purse? [Zero Smash] 2002-05-14 18:21:33

N/A oh dear... your pie burned? how unfortunate! [Zero Smash] 2002-05-14 18:20:11

N/A school = ugh hehe ttyl [Piglet86] 2002-05-14 10:38:39

N/A yes my love, you did indeeed look quite funny. Yer silly. But that is why yer like my sister. much love to the bestest person in the world. Love, Dru! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-14 10:31:42

N/A yer so silly my dear dear Rebecca. But i love you anyways. hee hee hee. Yer pie burned. I am sorry i didn't call you back. I was busy ALL weekend. Still don't want to move to Are Kansas. But I never will so yeah. Poo. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-13 10:40:59

N/A I know what you mean! I don't think people could understand our bond! We are seriously like two parts of a whole. Our pact is going to rock the world lol. It's so hard to find a place to do ANYTHING these days lol. You know what I mean. And I think we've both made the other expand, grow, and find out more about ourselves this year. Neither of us have been ourselves but we found parts of us in the other, and now we are two pieces of a whole. Well I love ya! [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-12 16:51:37

N/A Rebecca!!!! i kno exactly what u mean! we share a brain practically and i dont think ppl realize how close we really truely r!dont u think?! everything u just said goes for u too! wed be sooooooooooooo lost with out each other!!! really we wood!and i love u sooooooooooo much, there arnt enough words to describe my feelings!u kno thaT!! soo much has gone on this yr and with out u i really would be worried! i dont even wanna think of what would have become of me if i didnt have u ! and i kno u kno what i mean!lol yes breakdown partner foreva!!!!hahah speech! omg!! i dont feel myself this yr and slowly but surely im getting there with ur help! and i hope im changing u a tad too for the better. i love u with allllllll my heart! and were always gonna b there for each other! so lets make a pack! ok lol well we will do that later!but right now im sure this is like a page long so bye byee for now ttyl *MwaH* i love u!!!!! [gearl15] 2002-05-12 04:09:14

N/A BE ALL THAT YOU CAN BE. IN THE ARMY. Heh. Love ya rebecca! [Piglet86] 2002-05-11 23:37:37

N/A what? what do you wish? [Zero Smash] 2002-05-11 21:11:10

N/A hey ...im trying to feel better lol....HHHHachoooo [gearl15] 2002-05-11 14:09:24

N/A woohoo sounds like a partay [crazyisme] 2002-05-11 02:02:15

N/A Hehe! It's not my fault that I have zero clue as to who Punky Brewster is LOL. Woo me and Esther! [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-11 01:27:22

N/A haha, you Jap. Don't worry, I don't know who Punky Brewster (sp?) is either, lol. [Piglet86] 2002-05-11 01:09:16

N/A TY to both of you--ty for capitalizing my name! Heh. I love alllll [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-10 09:42:26

N/A I love Rebecca! you are truly the best friend I have! I will always know that no matter how many times I say that I will NEVER talk to you again, Somehow the next day we are best of friends as if nothing happened at all. That's the way it has always been tho. I want you to know that even if I do have to move to Arkansas, Nothing and noone will ever replace you because I love you too much and NO ONE will ever be the friend you are to me. Through thick and thin you were and always will be there. And for that I love you. I predict that you will almost be in tears at this point in time so I will leave you with the simple statement that says it all. I love you Rebecca. [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-09 22:49:40

N/A you deserve the world. know that. please. [Zero Smash] 2002-05-09 21:53:34

Read Reviving Ophelia I have been throwing up and eating crackers for the past few days. Have not done ANYTHING! I'm here at school right now tho. in the library. Yay! but anywhoo. I am very glad you had a good day. I missed being at school and I missed you! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-09 10:45:10

Read Reviving Ophelia Susie--feel better! [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-09 00:11:20

Read Reviving Ophelia im sick boo i might be back tommorrow but maybe not...im glad u had a good days! luv susie [crazyisme] 2002-05-08 22:52:54

Read Reviving Ophelia all you need is love... yay for great days! lol love you much! [Zero Smash] 2002-05-08 22:30:20

N/A 1st [Edemamme] 2002-05-08 00:12:35

N/A Jewlz, you're probably right, as usual, but I thought one was more definite, and one was more, "I am planning on it, but I brick might fall on my head and kill me, so it isn't definite." Hmmm, I think it is time to make a phone call to Jenkins LOL. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-07 17:50:57

N/A difference between will and shall: shall is more formal [Zero Smash] 2002-05-07 16:47:06

N/A yay for happiness! and yay for being nice! and yay for becca... i <3 becca! and yay for black pens! i <3 black pens. the only way to write poems is w/ black pens... lol. and what are you talking about, you, rebecca, can't write? ha what a laughable notion! you can write, very well, in fact. don't take a hiatus. please! i need to read your stuff! i feel selfish making you read all my crap and i don't like being selfish... and one more thing... yay for rebecca! my bestest white girl dancing buddy ever! much love... jewlz [Zero Smash] 2002-05-07 00:51:33

N/A partay. ARE-kansas is supid and I don't want to move there [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-07 00:30:16

N/A oh dear... whatever brought on this burst of happiness? whatever it is... give me some! lol much love! i'm glad youre happy [Zero Smash] 2002-05-06 18:33:43

N/A hey rebecca how can u say that i can live without u...even tho we arent incredible close i still feel that we are friends and i would miss u a lot. i think u are a really amazing person even tho some people dont but they just dont know u and i think that if u left it would change a lot of peoples lives for the worse and i know i would seriously miss u because u r so pretty and so like...interested in the world and have so many opinions which is why i love u and i dont want u to go!!!! well...byee!!! luv susie [crazyisme] 2002-05-06 00:44:23

N/A Thanx Esther. And Dru, I know it's far. As you said, I can go get high with my new Calabasas rich JAP friends while you get shot up with your country hick Arkansas friends. Wanna trade? [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-06 00:20:52

N/A Fuck Rebecca. I just got off the fone with you and I feel like crying (not anything else) after reading this. It's not fair. Your not moving that far away. I'm gunna move like across the fucking country. It's not fair! I mean... It will be SO good for my dad and maybe even me, But there are so many things, places and people that I will be loosing! GrOAR! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-05 23:27:38

N/A I know it might not seem like it, but if you moved I would miss you. Who would I talk to on the bus? Who would fight over who got to sit next to James? I would miss you. [Piglet86] 2002-05-05 23:23:34

N/A I know exactly what you mean! I need you just as much. Our co-dependency on each other, while not entirely healthy, is the one thing that's gotten me through stupid freshman year. I hope it never changes. I am in tears now, too. Gr. Oh well. I love you! Thank you! [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-05 22:37:00

N/A rebecca serously im tears right now!!!!Even tho we have only known each other for only like a year it seems soo much longer just bcuz of all the things we've been tho TOGETHER!were soo close! to close lol! but we would b lost with out each other and i have just realized this, but its sooo true! i love u soooooooooooooooooo much rebecca ! no moving farther then me then u already r!(even tho ur only like 30 mins away) Its bad enough when we cant make plans sometimes, but making plans like once a month or some rediculous amount like that we would never b able to live! do u realize that!!! or is it just me! rebecca u cant go anywhere! look at this! look at us! there are not enough words to describe what im trying to say but i kno u kno exactly what im trying to say!!!! [gearl15] 2002-05-05 22:20:46

N/A becca cant leave! i wont let her. i'll kidnap her if i have to, dammit! [Zero Smash] 2002-05-05 18:48:02

N/A sounds like a party in your pants! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-05 18:06:07

N/A woohoo fun sounds like a partay! [crazyisme] 2002-05-05 13:51:04

N/A what? [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-05 00:08:06

N/A eat! please! becca does NOT need to lose any weight. i'm glad you're "finding yourself" but is that what this is about? or is it rather, finding your wings, so you can then find yourself? i dont know... i'll email you. i'll explain myself. love you much! [Zero Smash] 2002-05-04 17:44:23

N/A reviving ophelia = awesome book!!! i read it a few years ago... awesome [Zero Smash] 2002-05-04 02:02:38

N/A yay for good days! love you much! jewlz [Zero Smash] 2002-05-04 02:01:34

N/A i love u 2 rebecca ur super kool lol ill always b here if u need me, i know how u feel! :) luv susie [crazyisme] 2002-05-03 00:27:11

N/A I love you too Rebecca! And I always will, but i am sure that by now you know this. You will always be my bestes friend. And I want you to be happy no matter what guy you are no longer going out with. I'm sorry that I was not the nice person you needed me to be today, but my back has been making me feel really annoyed. But guess what, it doesn't hurt that bad anymore! Because of who? YOU!!!! you are the best, and always remember that I will love you through anything and everything. (Though I think we may have been through most everything with your constant personality changes! lol!) and I wish Molly would finally get a date set for her party! ARGH! well... I still love to wash in your old bath water! Calico cats and calico dreams! lol... Bye! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-02 23:03:24

N/A love you much! [Zero Smash] 2002-05-02 22:00:47

N/A lol yay you... luv you much [Zero Smash] 2002-05-02 18:15:10

N/A I respect the fact that you left your diary name... although yeah. "Judge not, lest ye be judged" as the wall says. [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-01 23:33:56

N/A middle = best part! lovely story... but... beginning and end also needed... lol luv you! [Zero Smash] 2002-05-01 23:33:38

N/A wow you really suck ass [TimMcVeighSuxCocks] 2002-05-01 22:48:39

N/A I still did not recieve (ha I said "recieve") the story in my E-mail in box.. o never mind, I just got it yo! Dope! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-05-01 22:47:07

N/A I like reading your diary... [Star Shine] 2002-05-01 22:32:44

N/A EMA SHELCHA! AND UM IF YOU'RE A GIRL, EMA SHELACH! [CzAr1nA] 2002-05-01 00:22:02

N/A reading peoples diaries is fun. so read mine. [Star Shine] 2002-04-30 22:44:45

N/A Moll, don't worry! I'm not. I wouldn't EVER say anything like that to that person. Nor would I think it. I was talking to people in general because they are dumb in general. [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-30 20:43:21

N/A I found it funny how today in dance when Ms. Gomez mentioned depression, multiple personalities, and schizoprenia everyone turned to me. I'm not psychotic. I am still very much in touch with reality LOL. I want my name to be Reality. I just a a bit neurotic and don't feel emotion. So what hehehe? [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-30 20:32:50

N/A rebecca who are talking about!!! and it better not b ur.....well im sure u kno who im talkin about cuz that person doesnt deserve that [gearl15] 2002-04-30 20:32:42

N/A I am SO confused [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-30 20:13:01

N/A withdrawal? lol [Zero Smash] 2002-04-30 18:41:58

N/A i feel so loved... bless your little heart rebecca, really... goddamn your dog though... jeez man! [Zero Smash] 2002-04-30 00:29:52

N/A argh... BUSH??? how could you stoop so low? [Zero Smash] 2002-04-29 23:51:51

N/A well Elvis is HOT! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-29 21:25:54

N/A And Susie is so super-kewl! We got our shoes stuck to the bathroom floor together! And Molly too! That was revoltingly disgusting. Ick. [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-29 19:24:02

N/A i love becca... mostly because i love her mind. its so much fun delving into her subconcious... such interesting stuff in there... a psychologists dream! lol you know i love you becca! [Zero Smash] 2002-04-28 22:33:10

N/A You can bother me with whatever you want! And I hope that that goes both ways! Luv ya mucho! [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-28 17:00:26

N/A hello my dear. I am sorry that this year has not been the best. But I always want you to know that no matter how far away rom each other I will always come to you with the most important of ym problems rather than bother you with the dinky and unimportant ones. I love you and I always will. You are the best friend that I have ever had and I will love you forever and ever! Much love my dear! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-28 16:53:39

N/A BOYS SHOULD ALL DIE! WITH NO EXCEPTIONS! EXCEPT FOR JARED NOVAK! [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-28 01:51:02

N/A i loved you no matter what. and know that i will love you no matter what. youre an awesome friend, a great listener, and a wonderful person. youve put up with me and listened to me and my melodramatic bullshit for the past few months and i love you for that. talking to you lets me forget everything, my problems, my life, everything thats horribly wrong with me... and channel my attention into intelligent, thought provoking conversations. and you listen. you really listen. and you dont judge me or my ideas, opinions (of course it helps that we agree most of the time lol). i love talking to you because you are real to me... and it seems right now that you are one of the only things right now that is real to me. so i wanted to thank you for that, for being real, for being there and just remind you that i will always be there for you, no matter what, because i know that its really hard to go through shit alone, but much easier when you have someone to talk to. i love you always! (and i mean that) *jewlz* [Zero Smash] 2002-04-28 01:20:48

N/A woo... Sunday should indeed be fun [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-27 20:38:29

N/A i <3 becca! brave new world! yay! shall we become 1984/brave new world dorks? lol... anyway, i miss you too! [Zero Smash] 2002-04-27 19:46:58

N/A jew power [crazyisme] 2002-04-27 01:10:33

N/A haven't been here since forever ago... nice to know eh? canada eh? [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-27 00:38:13

N/A Worrrrrd! Holla! *turns to Molly* *in unison* Challah! [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-25 20:43:29

N/A very nice [Zero Smash] 2002-04-25 18:08:39

Like OMG, I'm like such a like Valley Girl! *sigh* must we go through this again? self loathing = bad. suicidal thoughts = bad. you are NOT i repeat NOT anywhere close to a valley girl, otherwise you would not be reading this right now, nor would you be my friend. i don't waste my time with that crap. did we not just work on this self loathing / i'm not good enough issue? lol because i thought we did... ah whatever. you're allowed your down days, god knows we all do otherwise we'd all go insane. if youre going to beat on someone or something, do it, just dont beat on yourself. believe me, i know. thats all i seem to do nowadays. but rebecca, you have no reason to. so smile when youre happy, frown when youre sad. but dont blame yourself. youre not at fault. anyway, (argh here we go with the poeticness again! lol) i luv you. and until we meet again, i bid you a sweet adieu! [Zero Smash] 2002-04-23 16:50:55

Like OMG, I'm like such a like Valley Girl! Rebecca, no shooting yerself allowed here! And I love you! You rock! And your superficial wall is not up to me... I see the REAL you... And that is why I love you! I love you Rebecca! LOVE LOVE LOVE! But anyways! Stay alive because I love you! And um... I dunno what else to write! So, yeah... BYE! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-23 09:47:30

Like OMG, I'm like such a like Valley Girl! rebecca!!!! i love u!!!! [crazyisme] 2002-04-23 01:51:12

Good Ol' Days awww thanks hon... i appreciate it... i havent written any more... i'm looking for inspiration... none yet... so... inspire me becca!!! lol [Zero Smash] 2002-04-23 00:01:33

Memememe Your best friend Jared, eh? I feel loved! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-22 00:54:52

Memememe i hate people too... lol ah well... ramblingness is fun [Zero Smash] 2002-04-21 23:36:03

N/A lol oo god rebecca i luv u! *MwAh* [gearl15] 2002-04-18 20:29:42

N/A woo woo... blah [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-18 09:53:15

N/A i don't look up, per se, because im taller lol, but i admire rebecca a lot. lol I <3 BECCA! [Zero Smash] 2002-04-17 23:50:15

N/A i love the name winston!!!! i knew a guy with that name from middle skool its sooo cute! ur so creative i love u 4 that! [crazyisme] 2002-04-17 23:40:43

N/A yay books! but numbness= badness... feeling makes us real, ha ha what is reality? reality is us, to who? to us. why? because we aren't numb. therefore, dont be numb... its bad. be happy, i <3 you! *JEWLZ* [Zero Smash] 2002-04-17 23:12:49

N/A I look up to Julia as well!!! [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-17 23:00:10

N/A I take 2 Tylenol and 2 NyQuil and have some drinks in hopes of falling asleep soon. [OPEN] 2002-04-17 11:19:22

N/A o god... okay... im gunna have a long talk with you about how yer kids will murder you if you name them those names... okay... PLEASE dont do it... okay... bye [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-17 09:50:38

N/A RIFLE????? [Zero Smash] 2002-04-17 01:43:13

N/A reality? marines? ay yi yi! becca! we must work on these choices! your kids will KILL you! we need to go to the library together... super fun! but scary... julia and becca at the library... its bad enough when i go but BOTH of us? ahhhh! you are most welcome for the shoes... lol theyre actually pretty new... theyre only 2 weeks old. lol ok rambling now... i'll talk to y'all later. byes! [Zero Smash] 2002-04-17 00:15:47

N/A i swear i didn't tell you... i didn't even wake up until like 12:30... lol... okay... my head hurts... and it has hurt since like three days ago... grr... okay... bye [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-16 19:27:53

N/A whats wrong? my poor becca! if anyone hurt her i swear i'll rip their head off... lol... did something happen? or is it just your mood swing? feel better! i <3 you, that should be enough to keep you happy!... lol =) love always- *jewlz* [Zero Smash] 2002-04-16 16:55:36

N/A yeah its about that time of day isnt it? *wahhhh wahhhhh wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* ah that was nice. same time tommorow then? xxoo [jonmatters] 2002-04-16 11:03:33

N/A ok, I've decided to continue this diary because my parents said I was not allowed to use the computer during the week at school. therefore, since they do not have this name, I will write in here during the week and I can still write in Piglet86 on the weekends. So now I can write entries without getting in trouble. For anything recent, you can read Piglet86 tho. And tomorrow I will write in this diary. K, bye. [mikareh722] 2002-04-15 00:55:54

N/A ooh, wow....long comment before mine....well...um...ya...shoot i forgot what i was gonna write...o well [Piglet86] 2002-04-15 00:08:08

N/A babies are SOOOO cute... but i get my fill with Donovan and a baby at church named Shane... But they are still super cute... i love babies... and when i am older i will have babies... and Rebeca you can't have babies now... I forbid you... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-14 23:18:41

N/A rebecca that is soo cool! a baby being born on ur bday! lol i want a baby to [gearl15] 2002-04-14 22:07:16

N/A i <3 you too kami [Zero Smash] 2002-04-14 20:51:48

N/A Julia, I am not angered in the least--quite the contrary-- I am flattered. I never knew that you thought so highly of me when you first met me. And what I call my "immaturity"--to hide behind a complete wall would be mature to me. My goal. Like Mrs. Jenkins tried so hard to teach me, never cry infront of the one who upset you. I learned finally this year to not do so. And I do hide... maybe not so much as you... but I suppose I was just depressed after seeing Chely and her fame and not a care in the world, and then realizing that I am never going to be any good at speech, which could've been fun, eh I just had a mini breakdown. Well, I love you. [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-14 16:42:52

N/A hey becca im sorry for the long comment on 110. call it 14 1/2 years of pent up frustration with myself and my flaws. im sorry i pressed the little button that says add my note. i feel bad now. do you forgive me? [Zero Smash] 2002-04-14 16:30:25

N/A ok wow, now youre even depressing me. becca! how can you say that you arent good enough? always being second best? that you think of yourself these ways bothers me. not that im angry, just... perplexed. when i first met you i was in awe. really i was. you were just carrying a conversation with mrs. jenkins, spewing out words that i had never even heard of. i was in awe, afraid even. i mean heres this tall, beautiful, id even go as far to say gorgeous, girl with a incredible brain. take that and take me, someone who could never really compare, and my inferiority complex was awfully bad, and i felt very inadequate. unsure of myself. unsure of everything id become comfortable in. you were more or less a threat to me, my sanity. but we became friends. thank god we didnt become enemies because i dont think i would be able to bear it. i stopped comparing myself to you, stopped fretting about what you thought of me and i learned about you, you learned about me. i learned so many things. i learned about your personality, your quirky, funny, intelligent nature. even now, i learn new things about you. i know a lot about you, but i know its only a small percentage of what there is to know. ive heard you laugh, ive heard you cry, ive seen you angry, ive seen you sad. but really, can you say the same for me? now that ive thought about it, ive been even more protective of my true feelings than you ever were. you hide behind your valley girlish exterior but it really isnt that hard to crack. you can cry, you can be sad, you can be truthful about what you are, what you believe. all of this can be done in public. me on the other hand, i hide beneath my sardonic smile, my cynical laugh. there have been moments that i have let happiness through, youve seen me happy, youve heard me laugh. but youve never heard me cry. youve never seen me truly sad, angry, or hurt. i let it all stew, and boil inside of me. i couldnt cry in front of you, the shame would be too much. you say im myself. if i was myself i would have many more enemies, and less friends. your openess, now which you call your "immaturity" is far more extensive than mine. im not open at all. i want to be. i want to be open, i know keeping everything inside of me is bad and unhealthy. believe me i want to be. to be able to tell you everything i think, everything i know, but theres a fear, a fear that has always been there. i dont want to be hurt, abandoned. a defense mechanism, perhaps. and here you say that youre never good enough youre always 2nd place. you are constantly putting yourself down. no, youre not perfect, no one is. i sure as hell am not. but does this mean you arent good enough to get what you want? i wouldnt think so. and becca, it hurts me to see you talk about yourself this way. its pefectly alright for you to be angry at the world, society,(i am) but yourself? what have you done wrong, besides being human? [Zero Smash] 2002-04-14 14:45:05

N/A hmmm interesting lol *MwaH* luv ya [gearl15] 2002-04-14 14:18:17

N/A hey rebecca, im really glad u have desided agianst giving the letter to her! we, u have made it all year and its almost over so just go with it k! i love u!! HAPPY B dAY TODAY DID U GET MY BDAY EMAIL CARD YET ?!?!?! oka well love ya hope ur having fun at ur country concert thing! LOL oo god i love u so much haha oka byee babe! *MwAH* [gearl15] 2002-04-13 22:18:11

N/A *mimimimi* HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BECCA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BECCA! HAPPY BIIIIIIIIIRRRRRTTTTHHHHDDDDAAAAYYYY YDEAR REBECCA! HAPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYY BIIIIIIIIRRRRTTTTTHHHDDDDAAAAY TOOOOOO YOUUUUU and the glass breaks! luv you becca! *JEWLZ* [Zero Smash] 2002-04-13 19:30:45

N/A I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!! [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-13 15:45:25

N/A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REBECCA HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU I LOVE YOU REBECCA!!!!! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-13 15:00:06

N/A I have decided against giving my letter to her. As the title of my diary says, freedom is slavery and therefore, by taking the freedom of writing a letter to her about how I should be able to express my opinion without being called "insulting" among other things, I play right into the CORE idea of protesting and revolting and all that, and consequently become a slave to that institution. So taking freedom would make me a slave to CORE. I do not wish to play right into the hands of the people I am trying to avoid becoming. It was such a wonderful letter, too... =(. Why/how did I get stuck in a school of future Malcolm X's/Al Gores? Where is the Geroge W's/Pat Buchanan school? [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-13 03:24:28

N/A hey rebecca, yah oka i wont wish u a u kno what cuz i dont want an evil glare lol..oka well im going to go call my lover now since hes supossed to come over today so yah byee ttyl!*MwAh* [gearl15] 2002-04-12 19:51:34

N/A i was gonna say happy birthday but i don't want an evil glare...so um...have a happy saturday! lol... [Piglet86] 2002-04-12 19:44:34

N/A lol... lyl [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-12 19:31:23

N/A ha ha i take that back, becca would never go to berkeley in her current state... imagine rebecca at berkeley... she would die... as for me, i think thats a pretty good fit... lol stop cringing rebecca! i know you are! lol luv you *JEWLZ* [Zero Smash] 2002-04-12 00:12:13

N/A haha fat chance! can you really see me... julia, as a republican? sorry, not gonna happen, hon.... but maybe we can go to berkeley together! that would be fun! partyin all nite... i mean no, STUDY! i'll get my PhD in psychology and you get a degree in wutever the hell you want... and sure i'll be your personal shrink, god knows you need one! lol thats all for now! byes all, *JEWLZ* [Zero Smash] 2002-04-12 00:06:16

N/A I <3 Julia! We are the tactless and classless people! We are kewl Orwell fans! And Jenkins fans! 1984! Yay! Thank you for saying I wasn't all valley... stupid American society decides that I am some brainless ditz before even having a real conversation with me. Goodness. Oh well. Become a Republican, Jewlz! It'll be funnnn ;)! We can go to college together then! And you can be my personal psychologist since I want to be one of those reporter people who go to Afghanistan like Danny Pearl and that Christiane girl. Woo! Or a lawyer... or politician (you have to vote for me lol!)!!! Yay! [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-11 20:47:13

N/A lol rebecca calling everybody hunny haha. welll u'll never guess where i am right now...im in my MATH CLASS right now! and basicaly we were supossed to do 15 problems on math.com and turn then in then we vould do whatver we wanted..can u fucking believe this! well im sure u no why i pist about this..oka well ur in drama right now..i wish i was with u ! im not doing shit in here anywsy :( [gearl15] 2002-04-11 16:50:20

N/A yay u found the lyrics... la dee da... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-09 21:51:58

N/A Thanx Susie. I needed a happy comment =)! [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-09 19:00:34

N/A rebecca i honestly think that u shood be able to give ur opinions without people bitchin at u ESPECIALLY in core...that sux that people do that but i love ur ideas and ur personality woohoo!! luv susie :) [crazyisme] 2002-04-09 18:45:42

N/A doot doot... la dee da... yes u did mess up... lol... :) [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-09 18:22:50

N/A Hmmm... I <3 e. e. cummings as well! "one day anyone died, i guess, and no one stopped to kiss his face/ busy folk buried them side by side/ little by little and was by was" That is the best poem ever! I <3 Geroge Orwell, e.e. cummings, and Edgar Allan Poe!! And you! [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-07 19:46:50

=) LOL wait a minute, are you two implying that instead of a valley-girl I'm a crazy, psycho, suicidal/homocidal insane person? LOL Well then... I love you both tons! [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-07 19:42:59

=) Yes, the world would be demolished! Muahaha! [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-07 17:49:30

N/A lol rebecca...lol....thast all i can say ...luv u much !*MwAh* byee ttyl [gearl15] 2002-04-06 02:20:22

N/A hey hey yo... umm... umm... i like andrew yay! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-05 20:33:18

N/A WHAT!?! IT DIDNT WORK ARRRRRGHHH that wasnt the end of my entry!!! [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-04 23:53:10

10 more days 'til April 13!!! yes i do think that someone should drive me to nobel after school tomorrow... PLEASE... im like begging u all at this point... anyone will do... jsut no rapists... ewww... but yeah... i need to need to be there... and yes rebecca i was holding my head in my hands... lol [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-03 23:26:26

N/A hello... um yea becca... there are some new developments in regards to my stalker... lol scariness! luv you, julia [Zero Smash] 2002-04-02 21:28:32

N/A THE ABOVE TWO COMMENTS ARE MEANT FOR DRU, NOT JULIA LIKE THEY APPEAR TO BE. Julia, thanx for the comment! It made me happy. [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-02 19:22:05

N/A And if you're "lost and confused" as you said above, well 1) I'm here if you need me. Just because we don't want to be best friends anymore or even close for that matter, doesn't mean we have to be enemies, either (which means that maybe these people shouldn't be coming up to me telling me how you were talking about me behind my back today and yesterday?). And 2) YOU are the one who got mad at ME and stopped stopped talking to ME so if you are lost and confused don't blame me. I can't approach you since you made it clear you want to have nothing to do with me and I'm not going to. Especially when you are just going to be saying mean things about me behind my back. I never say anything about you except my side when these people come up to me. [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-02 19:21:15

N/A You just proved my case! I always thought that without you I'd be nothing because I was totally controlled by you! I just didn't know it then... and I was happier, not because of you necessarily, you are misquoting me I never said you. I was happy though, because I could actually talk to other people and not be afraid that you'd throw a fit because I wasn't with you 24/7! And then I didn't have to worry since I wasn't with you and I was talking to other people, that you'd go around telling everyone how horrible I was because I was "ignoring" you and then yell at me for "replacing" you! And no one told me who or who not to talk to, or who to be! I was me and accepted for being me. That is what friendship is. And now don't go around saying that I said I was happier without you...you are the one who said "goodbye perhaps for a long long time," so therefore you must have thought you'd be happier without me too or else why would you say that? And the whole "I was replacing you" first with Kami, then Michelle, then Molly (to give you the abbreviated list) was so stupid because you can throw away what you call our "friendship" in a day! For three onths I've realized how controlled by you I was...I'm not saying it's your faulkt entirely, I was at the point where I didn't want to do anything but change to suit you because I thought I was nothing without you...but now I realize that that's not the case...and we are both better off now. [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-02 19:09:37

N/A rebecca uve said nuthing here that u havent told me b4 and i understsnd ur "side" if u will, i kno ur u this is for both u two! REBECCA AND DRU LISTEN CAREFULY! high school brings about change and hard times with old good friends which ive learned earlier this year as ive probably expressed to u both, But!maybe u just need to grow apart to get closer. does that make any sence!??! ive learned this with susie and caitlin and i love them dearly and no matter wht im always gonna consider them my best friends as i hope they consider me because i start thinking of all the great times weve had and it just makes me smile So really maybe this is something u two need, im not saying not to talk to each other, jut let the other breathe.Ur friendship will last much longer ! plz dont fuck ur relationship up! i hear both of ur sides all day so plz take it from somebody who knows wht there talking about. i really do kno, i went tho it myself! Plz do urselfs a favor. I watch u guys and all i can think of is me susie and caitlin.So b4 u ruin everything u have give each other some space. [gearl15] 2002-04-02 02:24:39

N/A This entry had no malicious intent. I needed to express how you make me feel as you do...but you do it by talking about me behind my back. There is a huge difference. [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-01 02:08:10

N/A *tears* rebecca dont even start to talk about "how bad of a monster i make you out to be" what is this whole entry doing to me? wtf? and im sorry... u and skyler have played one too many jokes on me... whatever... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-01 01:23:57

Skewl=Tomorrow Goodbye Dru. I tried my best. There is no more I can do to be what you want me to be. [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-01 01:02:55

Skewl=Tomorrow whatever... i didn't hang up on u... i said bye... so whatever... and yes... bye..perhaps for a very long long time [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-04-01 00:49:27

Skewl=Tomorrow I do, however, <3 George Orwell, my family, my doggy, egg drop soup, #15 (wooKami), Vassar, cowboy noses, country music, Nobel, Julia's comments =), Skyler because he listens to me complain=), and things like that. Yess...I <3 special things and people! [CzAr1nA] 2002-04-01 00:29:01

N/A Kami and I...Missy and Rachel...She hated us together! Woo! [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-31 23:10:35

N/A lol yes rebecca....what dru said ...yah lol oka luv yah *MwAh* byeee [gearl15] 2002-03-31 02:08:14

N/A woo open house... partay... yay for the ticket booth... woo [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-30 16:40:10

N/A *grins evilly* MILK SHAKE MILKSHAKE! Ahh she'd murder us! [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-30 03:20:15

N/A bah! Ashley's the only tolerable character. [ProdigalSweetTuesday] 2002-03-29 19:15:46

N/A rebecca! omg u and ur ak47's! hahah! lol sum good advice....dont kill....actually thats more of a command but yah! dont frikken shot me when u get ur ak47!!!!!! cuz i kno one day ur gonna all like hey molly guess what i got today and im gonna b all like ahhh AK47 nooo not in rebecca hands ! bad!!! [gearl15] 2002-03-29 13:28:22

N/A Actually, I agree with you. Abortion isn't wrong, cruel or murder. I had just talked to someopne recently who brainwashes me (Thank you Mr. Helm), and also, I do think that babies should be given a chance at life...I mean only 50,000 babies are put up for adoption every year, while 1-2 million future parents want to adopt, while 800,000 - 1,600,000 women chose abortion every year. But it is a woman's right to chose, not that that would ever be my choice, but people are entitled to their beliefs... [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-28 21:42:18

N/A Simi is awesome :.Wink.: :.wink.: !! [ValleyGurlSerena] 2002-03-28 19:44:56

N/A I bet I'm not even on your speed dial because um...ya... [Piglet86] 2002-03-28 19:10:21

N/A i better be number 1 then...:)... i luv rebecca... yay rebecca [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-28 13:07:03

N/A Actually--The 2002 Merriam Webster dictionary defines murder as “To deprive the individual of life with malice intent.” Now let’s define the word “life-the period from birth to death.” Now abortion is not “murdrer” because a. the collection of cells aborted can not be considered an individual--but a thing, Completely incapable of thought or feeling. b. The fetus is not alive, because as life is defined, it occurs after birth. and finally c. The intent of an aborting woman is not malice in the least. I am quite certain that most women don’t wake up in the morning thinking..” Those damned fetuses! Who do they think they’re trying to fool? They don’t even exist yet, but I’ll show them!(glares and shakes fist angrily at her uterus)” Abortions are necessary because pregnancy and the burdens of supporting and raising a child are more than encumbering, and a pregnancy can really ruin a person’s life.So really kiddo--I’m not an “anti-lifer” I am pro-quality of life for all. But if you want to talk about being anti-life--think about a little autistic gun wielding ten year old named Nate. Much love-Sarah Brin [ProdigalSweetTuesday] 2002-03-27 18:27:22

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N/A But therefore you are murdering a baby that is NOT your life...and all of you anti-lifers think that you can control (and consequently take away) the life of an unborn child...hmmm [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-27 17:53:58

N/A ahh...guns are bad. bad bad bad. [ProdigalSweetTuesday] 2002-03-27 15:56:37

N/A just because i am not allowed on doesn't mean I'm not going to go on lol! And you're wrong because isay so. Yes. That's right. Because ihappen to be right 100% of the time. Yup. So anyway have a nice day! [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-27 15:33:05

N/A oops I meant entry 93 Im such an illiterate clutz, but that has nothing to do with the fact that Im a Democrat is has to do with our Republican pres. and his father. [Coresoncrack] 2002-03-27 15:04:55

N/A gggrrrrrrrrrr I just read ur comments that u left for me in entry 91 gggggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrr.and dont forget to have a nice day (ha u thought I was going to say UR WRONG!!! well .......... damn ur right U R WRONG!!!). Bye [Coresoncrack] 2002-03-27 15:03:17

N/A Im sorry ur not allowed on the phone or internet that sucks, but Im mainly sorry because u won't be able to read that U R WRONG!!! face it U R WRONG!!! ok well now that I got that out of my system I hope u are allowed to use the internet and phone soon. Bye and have a good day [Coresoncrack] 2002-03-27 15:00:21

N/A By the way, LOVE YOU JARED BYE (just thought that sounded so funny when you wrote it; nice and out of place lol). [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-27 12:55:31

N/A yes... "dropped" the fone adn remote... im SO sure... but i love u anyways! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-27 12:54:34

N/A online OR ON THE PHONE. No sleep, sorry. [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-27 12:54:12

N/A Hey Jared, you're a crackup. And um, democrats are the one that are so adamant about controlling our lives...I mean, gun control? How stupidly insane is that? YOU are wrong wron wrong, I am RIGHT. Yes. And I get to have an opinion because I am special. Hey, Reform Party is better than Republican! [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-27 12:48:56

N/A Whats wrong with being right? [Captain Bondo] 2002-03-27 02:39:12

N/A Kam, it's a different Jared. [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-26 18:08:39

N/A LOL Jared, No I'm not insulted, it takes a lot to insult me lol, and umm...just for the record, it's you that is wrong! But yes...anyway it's all good and um yeah. Republicans are kewl. Love, Rebecca [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-26 12:52:52

N/A ha ha ha sounds like a partay and i l;ove rebecca and molly! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-25 22:59:24

N/A and of course dru too!!!!!!!!!! hhahah! i luv dru!!!! [gearl15] 2002-03-25 21:07:59

N/A hey rebecca! haha! yah thats right famous dress makers! haha and how are we gonna get these tatoos without our moms seeing them?? ahh yes dru!jewish mothers r bad!!!! jewish mother=BADNESS. haha oka well good entry rebecca lol oka well we'll talk later about how were gonna get out tatoos!! hahah ! [gearl15] 2002-03-25 21:06:35

N/A Oh yes. The hair scared me. But the dress was gorgeous! [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-25 18:58:57

N/A u are such a freak my dear... im scared.... o well... it was an ugly brigt blue my dear... o rebecca bari... thats scary that u want it that color [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-25 13:39:45

N/A bloop bloop.... that was quite the interesting entry rebcca bari.... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-25 13:35:19

N/A OMG MY MOM JUST TOLD ME THAT I MISSED SCENES FROM GONE WITH THE WIND. THAT IS THE ONLY MOVIE THAT I WILL EVER LIKE. WHYYYYYYYY!?! I AM SCARLETT! HOW DID I MISS THISSSSS????=( =( =( [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-25 02:30:28

<3 Yup. Sharp as a butterknife! "Oh butterknife!" --Kimbo at the taping of City Guys. [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-25 02:00:03

N/A yer a freak... but thats why i love u! ::*muah*:: ~*~ dru~*~ [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-24 22:49:49

N/A LOL I have an inkling...although most people are politically opposed to me...but why wouldn't I talk to them? Because women are "inferior?" Hmmm...yay Republicanism and yeah! BTW, Big Brother is watching you! [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-24 20:27:31

N/A What? Anonymous, you make no sense, unless you are being sarcastic, and even then that was totally pointless. They're me old best friends and I love them so it was good to speak to them again...what's wrong with that? [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-23 20:17:18

N/A lol yayness...u said my name!...lol sorry im just like that lol [Piglet86] 2002-03-23 11:49:30

N/A yo thats some crazy shiat dude... lol... im hyper... stared at andrew after school... elvis likes lisa winters... o well... lol... HYPER! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-22 21:35:53

N/A um...ya...i tried out too [Piglet86] 2002-03-22 13:55:34

N/A and i saw tyler, mmmmmmmm tyler [crazyisme] 2002-03-22 01:38:48

N/A lol rebecca, i love u ! lol it was kind of odd watching NOT have a frikken break down since this was related to drama stuff! haha! and u have more talent then u think and u kno it so stop saying u have zero talent lol! uve got some! lol as the drama ppl would call it weve got the "potential" hah oka byeee *MwAh* ttyl see u tomorrow! [gearl15] 2002-03-22 00:35:18

N/A omg that soo sux...i dont know wut this is but it sux that she kills herself just cuz of "mandy" lol anyways very kool, luv ya! [crazyisme] 2002-03-21 01:20:27

N/A that is scary... but great as well... your crazy lol [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-20 20:04:41

N/A happy birthday to molly... happy birthday to you... yay! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-20 19:33:37

N/A yay for me ! my bdays tomororw ..yah go read my diary ...im gonna cry lol ...and i dont friken no why !! ahh ...when u read my diary what i just wrote will make sence to ya! [gearl15] 2002-03-20 00:23:01

N/A yay for molly yay [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-19 22:36:23

<3 Hey Julia~ You have the same name as Julia in 1984! Hehe and I <3 your 1984 poem! That is so the best book...*sigh*. We agree on something at least! <3, Rebecca [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-18 10:05:20

<3 Yay! Big Brother! Why does Winston love BB in the end? No philosophical answers, Julia! And yes, the good old Bush-hating, abortion-loving, gun-hating days! *honk*. Remember when we would talk about Dylan McDermott? Yummm. LOL. And BB is watching you out of your computer screen! Yay 1984! 1984 is both of our favorite book because great minds think alike LOL! YAY BB! [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-17 23:47:28

<3 kool [Piglet86] 2002-03-17 23:43:41

<3 (Juji's commenting on entry #82, my CORE speech) Yes, well I was wrong then LOL...So now I think I am a Republican...no more uber-liberal communist Rebecca! I luv ya Julia! Hehe...now we can no longer discuss politics in great length because we'd totally disagree...we'll just have to settle as each other's literary critics! Keep writing your amazing poetry! [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-17 22:32:05

N/A yer a freak hun... thats why i love u! rebecca=strange.... E.T.=scary... wow... random stuff [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-17 21:59:40

N/A monkey butt... i dunno... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-17 21:30:07

N/A Yes it is hard to sing and read @ the same time lol I have tired that many times. [Cowgirl86] 2002-03-17 16:33:15

N/A I just remembered I had the weirdest dream in whic I was looking all over for a cyanide tablet pill thingie but I couldn't find one so I went down some street and met William Styron and he gave me one. Weirdddddd. [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-15 23:40:00

N/A rebecca! hehehe everything u said was sooo true. it goes both ways! everythin u said i wanna say back to u cuz it totally true hehe i love u*MwAh* ill come back soon and save u and then we ca go back to hating school together lol yah u no wut i mean about school and all ..lol lets count the reasons [gearl15] 2002-03-15 01:10:38

N/A aw thats soo sweet!!!!!! i love u 2!!! boys suck!! luv susie!! :) [crazyisme] 2002-03-14 23:35:28

N/A NO Kami I didn't forget you! Those ppl wrote beautiful entries about melol...and I have been getting closer to them lately.,...thats all! U have ,me sweatshirt 2morroe [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-14 22:37:27

N/A and it is fair rebecca cuz im older... lol... and i love you too... :)... im all teary eyed from reading that [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-14 20:36:58

Apologies Scammy Whami? I <3 you too! I just didn't be terribly terrible (like my hrammar) to you! [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-13 23:52:49

Apologies yer a freak but i love u anyways... yay for april 4th... im gunna go ask rite now... or maybe later lol... luv ya hunny bunz... bye bye [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-13 00:47:22

Song I <3 koolio yo! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-12 20:11:22

SheDaisy--Lucky 4 You Hey I love that song! I know it by heart lol [Cowgirl86] 2002-03-12 20:10:18

SheDaisy--Lucky 4 You Hey I love that song! I know it by heart lol [Cowgirl86] 2002-03-12 20:10:17

SheDaisy--Lucky 4 You Wow...I meant "audacity"...and umm...that's about it! My theme song hehehe! Yay Rebecca and her multiple personalities! [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-12 20:04:46

SheDaisy--Lucky 4 You scared... so very scared... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-12 20:04:32

N/A mmm fun fun fun... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-12 20:03:27

N/A yay trading places in line.. eww... being weighed... yuckerific [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-11 21:31:46

N/A Hey anonymous. Who are you? =). I'd be ever so happy if you'd tell me. =) [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-09 14:20:32

N/A u r not! i love u, u r really smart and pretty and ur so adorable! dont let ne one ever convince u otherwise because wutever mean things they have to say, its only because they r jealous! so poo on them! luv ya much, luv susie :) [crazyisme] 2002-03-09 02:46:23

N/A grr... its my word now... grr... i can't spell it tho... only say it... fun [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-09 01:29:11

N/A yay dru being in love with andrew and thinking elvis is sexy... wooo party... i mena... ew make me stop [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-09 01:17:38

Ouch i have pains too!!!!! like a lot lately and for no reason!!! it sux!! and when i was really little i used to love peter pan!!! LOL...fun...luv ya much! luv susie [crazyisme] 2002-03-09 00:00:38

Ouch interesting... i love andrew... umm... and i dont really think yer pregnant rebecca.... whatever... i heart andrew... and molly is yer best friend... u said it on tape... u didn't say me till i was like what bout me... but whatever i have proof too.. grr... whatever... bye [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-08 00:30:20

N/A Fidelity Kristiana Brooke? yer on crack girlie... but its kay.... i still love you... and i love andrew too... :) happy days... ill tell u why im in such a good mood in my diary... :) [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-06 23:58:02

N/A food is good [crazyisme] 2002-03-06 21:44:42

N/A YAY!!!....u commented on my diary...Catalina was fun...i missed you. I love you so much!!!...ill do da Orechet thinggy next time...ur so awesome. Luv ya...Mishelly [MichelleBilford] 2002-03-03 23:39:21

N/A I want twin daughters to name Passion Kristiana Brooke, and Fidelity Starlena Ocean! [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-03 21:57:40

N/A the comments in yer diary kunfuze me rebecca... o well... its not like confusing dru is hard... :) [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-03-02 22:03:40

N/A I <3 u! [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-02 17:17:16

N/A Yay, my geometry tutor just tutored me and I feel smart! [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-02 16:27:49

Skyler lol hi Enza! This is Skyler btw. Who's Tyler? [Captain Bondo] 2002-03-02 14:30:02

Skyler wtf is tyler? [CzAr1nA] 2002-03-02 14:27:01

Skyler yay Skyler's birthday! [CzAr1nA] 2002-02-27 20:43:54

Skyler who is that anonymous person... dru beith confused... o wellith... im bored-ith... yeah happy b-day to skyler... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-02-27 00:13:12

N/A Anonymous, I'd be overjoyed if you'd leave your name =). [CzAr1nA] 2002-02-26 18:29:26

N/A intersting... im so tired... sleep is indeed good... and yeah... okay... bye... -Dru [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-02-24 16:33:42

=( aww... im calling you right now... hold on ill tell u if u answer... u did! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-02-22 23:16:04

Why, Hello There! Hee hee--not sorry....Just mem. your lines and you'll be superb. yay!-Sarah [ProdigalSweetTuesday] 2002-02-21 23:41:21

Why, Hello There! that was quite the random and pointless entry wasn't it now... well i love andrew! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-02-21 23:29:41

Title yay! [CzAr1nA] 2002-02-19 19:54:31

Title u best not be lying to me my friend... o well... tai-chi... he he he ! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-02-19 19:36:36

N/A im sorry i wasn't home when u called... but i would have asked you to come if it wasn't esthers thingy doo... but yeah... hey... umm... what to write?... umm... yeah... britney movie... i sang spice girls tonite... fun fun [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-02-16 02:18:31

Eh more a's the u indeed... but u still have a better gpa than me... but its all good... b's are better than c's [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-02-13 00:13:37

Eh please take a few moments to view, and perhaps join this community :) ... http://communities.msn.com/Inspirat ionPeak[soul whispers] 2002-02-12 19:07:11

Eh nice to see grades are thought about, don't let a few letters get ya down, though i know the feeling, used to be like that too, always keep your chin up, God bless :) [soul whispers] 2002-02-12 19:05:16

Hi Hi Hi Howdy rebecca, u are quite the freak... just like skyler and james... but o well... and yeah... okay... uh-huh... YER IN MY DANCE AGAIN!!! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-02-05 22:37:15

=) ha ha ha you dont know the little mermaid song... but at the same time, its kind of sad that i still do... but whatever... luv yas... *quote* MMMMMMMMMMMM *un-quote* [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-02-03 22:03:56

I Love Molly and Dru I DO NOT!!! That was you and Molly! [CzAr1nA] 2002-02-03 14:15:22

I Love Molly and Dru well u know what... the floor is not all that uncomfortable... i mean... i did get rug burn all over my arm but hey... anything so that queens molly and rebecca are comfy... rite... and rebecca does dirty things to the floor and to pillows... eww [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-02-02 21:20:43

hehehe :) [Piglet86] 2002-02-02 13:35:09

=) woop woop go me almost being 15... total yayness [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-02-01 00:46:04

=) indeed it is almost my b-day... and she is so my molly molly... okay... lyl... ttyl ::~*~KisSeS~*~:: [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-30 18:25:05

=) scary scary scary... yay for b-days... well... i like jesse... luv ya lots! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-30 17:48:13

N/A an army brat aye? [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-28 20:50:27

=) Yay Rebecca!~Sarah [ProdigalSweetTuesday] 2002-01-22 23:10:11

N/A ramble ramble ramble [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-22 21:15:58

=) bull u dont have anything interesting to write... and if i was mean i would write what i know u want to... but hey... im not a mean person... okay then... but u should not lie... okay... i luv ya lots and lots.. okay! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-22 17:20:33

=) hey hey yo yo... yer such a freak... lol... kiss me skyler... ha ha ha .... lol thats funnny... awww... nameless boy! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-18 22:34:29

N/A hahhahahahaha...you not a loser no more...oh wait, yes you are...cuz u are only "kinda" going out...hahaha...Kiss me Skyler!!!! Says Rebecca....the loser! Just kidding...u knoe i love you...hey rebecca, join the machine society!!!! [Piglet86] 2002-01-18 15:12:57

N/A Ugh, Dru, you're right...I'm acting like a whoreface. I think I'll live in my locker now..ppl will h8 me more (as if they didnt dislike me already). [CzAr1nA] 2002-01-17 19:18:30

Why the who what now? in what able? lol heeheehee... luv ya hun... ttyl buh bye... im not a girl... not yet a woman [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-14 20:19:55

<3 poopy shit fuck...i wanted to say something intelligent, but couldn't think of anything! lol [Piglet86] 2002-01-12 19:09:21

? If you like him, go out with him...thats dumb...I don't even care anymore...I hate people thinking that they shouldn't do stuff because of me [mikareh722] 2002-01-12 16:44:41

ugh Are you mad at me because of the letter that I wrote you? Cuz I was just trying to be like "friend to friend" and all that...but he is my friend and I don't want to see him hurt...I wasn't implying that i thought you were going to hurt him, I was just saying...ya...I'm kinda rambling now, so I'm gonna go. [Piglet86] 2002-01-11 20:18:15

Ehh rebecca... just be the person that u used to be... u just act like a new person and that person u act like is someone who is a flirtatious and annoying person... and if u know me u would know that pisses me off... alot [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-09 19:42:54

Hehe yes... u didn't have to do yer peice... lucky... cuz u know i had to do mine... and what made u write this entry?... i mean like where did it come from hun... cuz i don't get it... ttyl... buh bye [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-08 23:03:57

Hehe I actually like speech when Dru is with me but I cant do it alone...scariness...lol [CzAr1nA] 2002-01-08 23:03:24

Skewl NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..... SCHOOL!!!!!!! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-06 21:56:11

What now LOL? ah...fuck...it didn't work...it says who blah blah read this...if it didn't work again im going to shoot the computer...lol...and if it didn't work i will just put it in my diary...ok, bye [Piglet86] 2002-01-06 17:57:20

Hey hey lucky you rebecca...grrr...i hate you yet i love you...ok...im sure you and the other person who reads this diary whos name is not dru and is a male can figure out why i hate you...no, not really...ok...ttyl [Piglet86] 2002-01-05 23:29:22

Hey hey yes... well they were not mopping the floor...and i want to go shopping... and i don't think i have dancing tomorrow... well i love someone... yes i do... jhfdkvafbgxbukhgsrjvhgfv... and anyway [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-05 00:47:25

LOL hey, i've been readin ur diary entries and i like the way u express urself. happy new yr!! [DeepDarkSecrets] 2002-01-04 13:17:06

LOL i hate school... and im not in love... im just in like... so yeah... hahahaha.... and i never said that i loved him... i said i liked him... ALOt... in fact i said i didn't love him... but u prolly were nottalking about me... huh... [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-03 16:15:56

Hi DAMN BMU PROJECT!!!!!! AHHH school... but hey... i get to see harrison everyday that way... but its school.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i hate core... but at the same time its really good... but tis evil... but its good... what do i do... STUPID PROJECT!!! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-03 16:13:46

=( being confused sux... ARGH! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-03 12:57:16

Dani IT WAS!!!!! lol.... but yeah... i dunno if i can do what she told me to but i will try... hard to ignore him... i like him too much [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-02 18:47:14

Dani Hope this year is better than the last. [neavah] 2002-01-02 18:45:33

=) o yeah... i hope he likes me! [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-02 14:38:30

=) heeheehee... and u have not done my resolution for u yet... heeheehee... lol me [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-02 14:37:55

Heh LOL Dru. [CzAr1nA] 2002-01-02 14:15:09

Heh good luck with the resolutions...happy new year! [DeepDarkSecrets] 2002-01-02 03:57:28

Heh and finnaly go out on a date with skyler [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-02 03:21:31

=) LOL!!! [CzAr1nA] 2002-01-02 00:57:43

=) what rebecca meant to write is that she felt really comfortable and safe just laying on skyler... that is all [BatGirlBarbie] 2002-01-02 00:55:32

=) grrrr...u got to lay against skyler...::jealous look::...ur evil...ok, thats all... [Piglet86] 2002-01-02 00:55:15

Awww Hey Rebecca...can u email me ur address? I need it so i can send you a thank you note...ugh thank you notes suck...anyway, ya, i need it...TWOCUTE509@aol.com [Piglet86] 2001-12-31 16:26:34

Awww our "parents"... and who are u upset with? [BatGirlBarbie] 2001-12-31 00:52:41

I got this in an e-mail hey, this was really cute. thinkn bout all that stuff is really nice. keep smilin! [DeepDarkSecrets] 2001-12-30 06:40:51

I got this in an e-mail hey, this was really cute. thinkn bout all that stuff is really nice. keep smilin! [DeepDarkSecrets] 2001-12-30 06:40:14

I got this in an e-mail hehe...nice...please tell me...grr...fine, whatever...i love u becca [Piglet86] 2001-12-30 01:31:47

Heh DON'T SHOOT HER! [BatGirlBarbie] 2001-12-29 23:20:45

Grrness interesting... [BatGirlBarbie] 2001-12-29 23:17:01

Heh REBECCA TELL ME BEFORE I SHOOT YOUR ASS!!!! [Piglet86] 2001-12-29 22:55:13

Lord of the Rings grrrr....skyler does like you back! I hate you! Just kidding Rebecca...ya knoe i love you!!!! [Piglet86] 2001-12-29 22:36:55

ZzZzZ Rebecca...does Skyler like you back? Cuz he changed his profile on AOL and now it says your name...I dunno if that means he likes you too...He never did that for me...grrr...o well...gl with him...I hope you have better luck with him then I did... [Piglet86] 2001-12-29 18:30:06

ZzZzZ is anyone gunna come rebecca... arghness... hunky punky monkey... don't ask... i dunno go anastatia... [BatGirlBarbie] 2001-12-29 17:06:31

ZzZzZ LOL...have fun sleeping Rebecca!!!! [Piglet86] 2001-12-29 15:10:47

ZzZzZ i like Anastasia too..jus thought u should know how lucky to hav a best friend who knows u so well, not all ppl r so lucky...certainly not me [DeepDarkSecrets] 2001-12-29 14:54:12

ZzZzZ sleep is over rated [BatGirlBarbie] 2001-12-29 14:52:23

Dru Should I steal your crush, too? Didn't think so LOL. But Dru I luv ya to a bijillion infinities and back! [CzAr1nA] 2001-12-29 01:57:07

Dru o... so u love esther to infinity x10000000 but u only love me to infinity... i see how it is.... anyways... yeah... good times indeed [BatGirlBarbie] 2001-12-29 01:55:59

*~*~Skyler~*~* Aww Esther I am sorry to infinityx10000000. LOL I luv ya 2 [CzAr1nA] 2001-12-29 01:53:13

*~*~Skyler~*~* You like Skyler? Cheater...you stole my crush! Damn you...just kidding rebecca, ya knoe i love ya! [Piglet86] 2001-12-29 01:42:14

*~*~Skyler~*~* i knew that... [BatGirlBarbie] 2001-12-29 01:40:15

People I feel sorry for your kids. J/K!!!! Love ya Rebecca! Sorry I can't make it....K, bye! [Piglet86] 2001-12-29 01:39:07

I Am. god yer a freak... but i luv ya still... and they are cute... u must be bored [BatGirlBarbie] 2001-12-29 01:18:14

Heh on my other comment i meant to write... *couph* skyler *couph*... heeheehee [BatGirlBarbie] 2001-12-28 18:04:33

I Was an Army Brat Hey Rebecca...I hope you had fun at my partay! You should go tomorrow...no, maybe not, u prolly dont even knoe what tomorrow is LOL...but Shaun might be there and then something might happen...LOL nevermind...KK, come visit my diary (ies) PIGLET86, slusheethrower (remember the slushee i threw at shaun lol), redheadkaroakiers (thats me and caitlins diary woohoo!)...so ya. Come visit one of those...and leave comments! [Piglet86] 2001-12-28 02:15:26

I Was an Army Brat u meant couph... nevermind... u don want everyone to know... luv ya hun [BatGirlBarbie] 2001-12-28 02:07:25

=) i luv u too babe!... and just so u know yer crazy [batgirlbarbie] 2001-12-28 01:28:46


 
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